Hi there,
It has been such a long time since my previous post
hmm
It's hard to express all my feeling in the past 6 years within 1 post
But I'm currently a year 5 student of NDMC in Taiwan
And now the pandemic COVID-19 is influencing global economic and international flight
I haven't been home for 2 years, I'm lonely and I felt insecurity
How bout my life u ask?
I'm still jobless, I still asking money from parents although I'm already 25-year-old
Internship isn't easy for me
To be honest, I struggle for knowledge and marks, even though I always tell others I'm ok with any marks given but actually I tried my best to let myself get an A and above
Teachers treated us well, I finally get to realize people need to work as hard as you can to get what you want, not only saying but acting.
And school reputation did mean something as people who toil hard to be qualified as a best student just to be chosen, these people shows their consistency, determination and resolution
I lack of these qualities, I get tired easily, I'm unable to handle stress, I have low EQ and I couldn't stand people's rebuke
I finally realize my own weakness, It's something to be acclaim
I tried to force myself work hard, I end up with amenorrhea for half year, I'm afraid I will die very early if I continue to do that
Okay that's all for today
I'm happy with learning new stuff everyday and I will try my best to live happily
Not to escape from social and work
Fighting
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